Things are flying by here at YIP and as I am drawn into the reflection space of the last week of presentations I am finding that the more I try to find out what I am doing the less sure I am. These past few weeks the most present aspects are the up coming sense festival, the end of YIP and the dream of touring with the World as a Garden (http://worldasagarden.withtank.com/).
This past year has been held together by the dancing that I have done with 9 amazing girls for these last months. Dance for me is the unique relationship of a body to music that reflects the environment. It is the creation of the in-betweens.
The constant flow and change, the dancing between concrete ideas and dreams is rightly represented almost metaphorically in the dancing that I have been doing for the past 8 months in the mornings. In many ways the role that dance has had over these months is the main constant and at the same time an expression of this entire year. It has given me confidence and strength, it has taught me to work together with others in situations that require more than one perspective and it has given value to the beauty that we can create with a few simple steps and a desire to reveal a truth that is only tangible for a moment before it vanishes and becomes a thing bound by time and space.
I never imagined that I would be a dancer. I was the shy one, bound to corners and happiest when others were happy. I came to YIP with the intention of finding my future, perhaps initiating a project and educating myself in a free environment. I never dreamed that that I would discover a passion for dance and culture in the setting of a program for social entrepreneurs. To me the dance is so much more than just the accumulation of movements and the final performance. It has been a key part of my year at YIP and through it I have been able to gain self confidence and find a person that I never knew could stand so free.
I experienced so many challenges both physically and mentally. It was so often about coming to terms with the fact that my body could not always cooperate exactly how I thought it would in copying Ediane’s gestures. It was so hard to really be aware of every aspect of my body!
Through dance I have found a means of expressing myself in a way that I never knew I was capable of and also a way of rationalizing thoughts and creating a clear thinking space when all the chaos around me is overwhelming.



